It was quite the weekend. I jumped the gun and hired a house cleaner. I was too nice and just went for it. It turned out a little shadier than expected. I voiced my concerns and it ended up being a lot uglier than expected. It tuned out to be a scene from the movie, Mean Girls and I am not even kidding. It stressed me out. Made my heart race. I mean, I was so emotionally drained that I had to literally sit back, cry it out and write about it. What the heck just happened here?!
Ok, I prayed and slept on it. I’m done. It’s a new week and I can’t even go back to that place that was supposed to be a good thing turned into a social media uproar.
Today is Monday. Today I will start over. No matter how angry I am that this person turned out to be such an ugly person, that can not and will not be me anymore.
Monday’s are always looked at as a terrible day because it means that the weekend is over. I am going to look at it as a new beginning. I am going to change my mindset and think of the good that will come out of this week.
No matter what happened 3 days ago or just yesterday, I’ve got this. You’ve got this. Each night before you close your eyes say a little prayer or take a deep breathe and evaluate how you want to change things. What will you do differently tomorrow. How can you make yourself smile. How do you want to be a better person.
Today I want to be better than I was yesterday. I am not proud of how I handled things. I am not proud of how much anger I had inside of me. I am not proud of how I let someone else control my feelings. I am not proud that I let a bunch of mean girls on social media bully me. Not today. I am taking a deep breath and letting God take over. He knows best, I just didn’t listen.
So what will you accomplish this week? How will you handle it? You’ve got this my friends. Close your eyes, take a deep breath and remember who you truly are no matter what or who comes in to your life.
Cheers to a new week, new mindset, new goals.